I've been dancing for the past 7 months and today I happen to go with my mom and oldest brother to Verizon to get a new phone (We're still under her account...I need credit first) so we decided to take one car there. Before this convo started, my mother and I had a little debate earlier about me getting a REAL job when I told her that this is what I want to do. Anyways, while sitting in the car out of nowhere my mom was to my brother,
"Sean....do you know the address to where your sister works?"
Note to self: HE DID NOT KNOW WHAT I DID BUT MY MOM DOES.
"Uhm....no?"
So she keeps blabbing on to him about it while I start to have a panic attack and reacted by trying to call/text people on my phone so she could see that I'm not COMFORTABLE talking about it at that moment.
"You need to know where she works! California is earthquake central and what happens if something happens to her!"-Mother
"Uhm.....okay I guess?"-brother
"DO YOU KNOW WHAT SHE DOES?!?!?"- Mother
Here we fucking go.
"She does ADULT STUFF..."--mother
"I thought she was doing go go dancing?"-brother
So they start going on about me only doing it wanting to have approval from guys(which that pissed me off!), and my brother started saying that he didn't want to have a sister doing that, I won't get anywhere with it since I'm black (WTF?) , it'll be on my bacround, and that my mom should of kept Jenna Jameson's book away from me (by that point I'm like WOW...).
Note: ALL OF THIS WAS HAPPENING IN FRONT OF ME AND THEY DIDN'T EVEN DARE TO TALK WITH ME THE WHOLE TIME LIKE I WASN'T EVEN IN THE CAR SO I JUST TOOK IT!
So at that point I felt like shanking my mom with the sharpest blade in the WORLD since she promised me that she wouldn't go out and tell my brother like that and to have me do it myself.
I'm STILL pissed about it because I feel like they won't accept the fact that I like what I do! They think that whoever does this is FUCKED UP WHICH IS NOT TRUE!
If this was coming off of someone else, I wouldn't give a flying fuck but since my oldest brother was like my father figure, I feel like I've disappointed him.
I'm just REALLY pissed at my mother... like she betrayed me
I KNOW she did that on purpose because she thought if my brother knew about it then I would maybe back off from it.....wtf again.
I'M A GROWN FUCKING WOMAN.
Could anyone give me some support on this topic?
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), and my brother started saying that he didn't want to have a sister doing that, I won't get anywhere with it since I'm black (WTF?) , it'll be on my bacround, and that my mom should of kept Jenna Jameson's book away from me (by that point I'm like WOW...).
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