so my bulimia is coming back.
how do I get out of the binge/purge cycle?
this sucks cos I am in a different country, away from home. health insurance won't cover therapy sessions. not one of my roomies knows about the ed. I am running low on money. and I just can't stop, I am caught in the cycle again.
a few things:
- I eat for comfort
- I crave crave crave the feeling of intense fullness
- I am at one of the highest weights I've ever been at, and I'm trying to lose it through really healthy means, but it just lead to this
- I cannot let food go to waste, nor open a package of something without finishing it
- My cravings last for DAYS, not like 20 minutes like all the "experts" say
- I OBSESSIVELY think of food. it is constantly on my mind.
- when I have meals, esp as the day goes on, I have trouble saying to myself "ok, meal over." It is just a craving for constant food, particularly after dinner.
Should I take adderall (I have a perscription, I just never take it because I hate the way it makes me feel) or topamax for a few days to suppress my appetite, just to get out of the cycle?
please help, I need advice so badly.![]()




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