didnt know where to post this , but im going back tommorrow and im nervous as shit , well im going back to my home club and i was a top girl there due to regs and well the girls pretty muched sucked for the most part , havent been in a year due to getting married , getting pregnant at first i was worried about my post baby body being an issue and while i still have a bit of a tummy , it's the least of my worries!!!
i visit regularly and a lot has changed the owners are the management now and things have gotten "lax" ( they pretty much dont give a fuck) im cool with the owners ( they actually buy dances from me often ) but there is a new girl who basically ran off all my old friends for some reason ( apparently she's really dirty: hustle and extras wise) imo she's fugly 'cept for a big ol pair of brand new tits ( she's got a head like a bull mastiff and the nose to match ) anyhoo im just afraid i wont be able to get my old groove back , is it like riding a bike ? im afraid i forgot how to dance...lol am i gonna be able to work the pole? work the custies? so im gonna ease myself in on dayshift tomorrow and see how it goes ....is this anxiety normal?i have an anxiety disorder anyways and im afraid im gonna freak when i get on stage!



i have an anxiety disorder anyways and im afraid im gonna freak when i get on stage!
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