Ok, I have only been stripping for a little over a year. Im 27 but look like Im 18, so that doesnt really phase me. I remember when I first started dancing, I had this smile on my face when I hit the stage, I was happy. Im not happy anymore....I just cant bring myself to even smile when I come into work. I dont know if its burn out or life. I went to work last night, which was a Saturday mind you. I made $20, I have never made that amount ever. My club has went from having 10-15 girls a night to have 20-25 and I would say that 85% of them are f*&^ing the customers. I cant compete with that; and I dont want to hear its the recession. I know we are in a recession but the amount of traffic that comes in the club, its like Im chopped liver. I need to reinvent myself and stop getting cold feet when it comes to trying out new clubs. I have a day job and only one more semester to go at school; but this is killing me. Im really concerned that its like this everywhere. I want to be happy heading into work again.
I just needed to vent ladies. I know with this industry its some good days and some bad days....but I have never ever had a day like that; and Im talking about even when I didnt know how to hustle. I guess I just have to get into hustle mode and pull my shit together.



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