Tonight is my last night of stripping/dancing. Ever, I hope.
Getting married next Saturday (Yes I *AM* excited!) and then moving to Kansas.. a little town of ess than 6,000 people about 4 hours' drive from Denver, CO. Hope to get preggers, get the family thing going.
Won't actually be able to hang my heels on the wall or display them, the area is very bible-involved. I'll probably be the only Jew in town, or even a 2 hour driving radius. Hah. But am so glad I will be able to move on with my life and give my poor knees a rest from stage work, as much fun as it has been at times.
Am praying my regular comes in as promised. He usually does 10-14 dances. I get naked because of my own comfort and I lay back against him and we talk. About the wedding. About life. About work. About nothing. It makes me look very popular, the DJ is always willing to let me skip stage if I need to, and our DJ knows that when I make money I tip him well. So tonight looks promising. We owe my Dad who kindly lent us about $500 to have some urgent work done on my car a few weeks back. Don't know if I'll be able to/want to pay it all off after tonight, but I do want to at least start on it.




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. Be ready for a shock down the line, though. I was ready to stop dancing when I did, not into the scene anymore, my body was hurting and I started finding myself very annoyed at the industry in general. But just the same, I sunk into a pretty bad depression for a year after I quit.
Made me sad for them, but also made me not feel bad for leaving the business now.


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