Me and my boyfriend are celebrating our 2 year anniversary tonight (was supposed to be yesterday!but nothing happened) and I'm just feeling like I was too "easy" for the last couple of years. You know the type, very modern feminist chick who's "too cool" to be hung up on those material things like most bitches. I've never required him to do anything but be himself. Yet in hindsight I'm starting to wonder if buying myself jewelry, flowers and chocolate is really what I want out of life. I make him cards, I take him out, get him ifts when I travel and try to create little special moments for us all the time. I think his idea of a special moment is ice cream and TV, a quick fuck and a good nights sleep.
I've made it clear numerous times that I need these things to feel appreciated but it doesn't seem to make a difference. He difinately hugs and kisses me plenty, tells me that he loves me and that I'm beautful all the time (which is more than I can say for previous boyfriends) but for some reason I still need some physical, material proof of his affection.
AM I SHALLOW? Or is it OK to raise your expectations mid-relationship?



but nothing happened) and I'm just feeling like I was too "easy" for the last couple of years. You know the type, very modern feminist chick who's "too cool" to be hung up on those material things like most bitches. I've never required him to do anything but be himself. Yet in hindsight I'm starting to wonder if buying myself jewelry, flowers and chocolate is really what I want out of life. I make him cards, I take him out, get him ifts when I travel and try to create little special moments for us all the time. I think his idea of a special moment is ice cream and TV, a quick fuck and a good nights sleep.
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