the other day i just burst into tears after leaving my club and cried the whole way home, (thank god my bf was there)
i'm new at a gown club in the city, and it seemed like a really clean club. i sold a vip room on my first night to a fucking pervert who literally would NOT stop touching me. i'd hold his hands away and he'd keep trying to stick his fingers down my thong, until he succeeded and i told him, youre getting an airdance now okay? he pretended he was sorry and leaned way back on the couch. as i start to sit next to him, he slid down and tried to LIFT my hips to his FACE. i told him i do not do that and he bitched for the remaining 15 minutes, i dont think ive been this upset since i was abused in high school. the champaigne girl intensely dislikes me, i have no idea why, so i knew she wouldnt have helped. i sobbed the whole way home...i felt so trapped, if id called for help, they wouldve apologized to him AND i wouldve lost the money, plus risk getting fired for making the club lose money.
next night of work, another champaigne room. i enforced the no touching early on and let him talk dirty, but towards the end he bit my nipple. i refused to dance for him and he gave me... a $40 apology tip. my last dance of the night another man grabbed my boobs/buttcheeks during a dance then said, i come to this club because they allow touching. 3rd night, too scared to sell champaigne rooms, i sat next to a girl who told me that most girls do kissing back there. to top it all off, champaigne girl comes and tells me to get off the couch because girls shouldnt sit next to each other, it makes the managers mad. well, where the fuck do i sit? there were like 6 drunkish guys in the club and no girls are allowed in the dressing room.
i went to 1 of the drunkish men who said, youre too pretty to work here. before i even offer him a dance he tries to grab my boob and asks how much i'll let him touch.i told him if he did that again the bouncer would hit him, and even if he didnt id smack him for it. he left the room.
it went on. there were some guys who were sweet, like tipping me for just talking, but mostly it was a hard hustle and i barely made tip out yesterday.
i feel so disgusting and angry, im thinking about transferring to another club but i dont think theyre hiring, plus a girl i work with thinks this club is too strict.
this is a long rant, and im sorry, i just need any kind of advice or something.



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your advice helps a lot, and its funny because i was considering both adopting my friend's puppy and going to church this week. im trying to keep my head up high.

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