hey all, i've been lurking around this site for a couple of months because i've been thinking about dancing on and off for the past year or so. anyhoo, after months of buying outfits, shoes, watching videos, reading sw threads from 2004 TWICE, lol, i finally convinved myself that i was ready to audition. and that is where my troubles begin...
the first club i went to was a topless dive in downtown la who i heard will hire anyone. the doorman seemed really excited to see that i was there to audition but since the manager wasn't there at the time he directed me to the dj who gave me an application to fill out and told me to call back that monday or tuesday. i called monday and the manager wasn't in. i went back in on tuesday and the manager wasn't in. i even tried wednesday, and was told that a hiring manager is only there on monday and tuesday, ugh. figuring it was the universe's way of telling me that this was not the club for me, i started looking for another club.
the second club i pursued was another topless dive, but this one was in hollywood. i stopped by on a whim and i ended up chatting with the manager for 20 minutes who let me audition on the spot. i was pretty nervous on stage but i tried to remember everything i've read here such as moving slow, keeping eye contact, etc. and i thought i did okay. after i got off stage the manager told me that they had too many girls at the time but to give him a call in a couple of days.... i was rejected. it was a very nice/sweet rejection,lol, but a rejection nonetheless...
now i'm feeling completely discouraged about even looking for another club because the first 2 have been utter and complete failures. after i left the 2nd club i began to look for things to improve, i don't really have the "sexy" look, but i'm definitely cute. sexy, no. cute, i can do. i'm pretty average sized for a black girl, my hips and ass are very round and my thighs are thick but i run so they're toned and my stomach is flat. my dancing, can definitely improve on stage, maybe that was the reason? idk. i don't even really know what i'm asking of you all, i'm just confused and discouraged and maybe looking for some encouragement....
on a happier note,, i really wanted to thank all the ladies on here because these boards are like the holy grail for us newbs and i'm really excited to be apart of it all- first post, whoop, whoop! so all-in-all, i just wanted to say HEY!



, i really wanted to thank all the ladies on here because these boards are like the holy grail for us newbs and i'm really excited to be apart of it all- first post, whoop, whoop! so all-in-all, i just wanted to say HEY!
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