I finally did it - went in yesterday and auditioned. I got hired right away and they told me I could start right away. So I worked last night and tonight.
All of my close girlfriends work there - theyre all the top earners and are in rooms all night long, they never even make it to the floor. They promised they would help me and stick me in a room with them (500$/hr per girl.. usually goes on for 3-5 hrs)... of course.. dont see them the whole night.. was by myself most of the time.. but thats ok cuz i dont expect anything from anyone... asked a few guys if they wanted company.. they all said no thanks but youre super hot... like idono is that supposed to make me feel better? all the girls were really nice but i think its only cause they know who im friends with... around 2 am got fed up... had to pay almost 240$ in house fees... i had to go to the fucking atm to take out my rent money to pay for it... couldnt stop crying.
Yesterday was a little better.. gave out 3 dances an didnt have to pay house fee... they told me to come back and it would get better. So went home with 60$ yesterday, and my cab fare was $45.
What I dont get is that I see tonsss of girls that I know i look better than (I really dont want to sound conceited), making lotss of money and giving dance after dance.. in rooms for HOURS... wHAT am i dong wrong? After 10 guys tell me no I crack and get upset. I have no confidence whatsoever and being rejected really really hurts me, even though I know it shouldn't. So after awhile I dont want to go up to anyone.
I guess it just isnt for me. Sucks though cause the management really likes me and i reall need to make money but what can I do.![]()



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