Ugh. So here's the situation... I'm currently living in a state that I hate. Colorado. yuck. I'm moving at the end of February, so I have about 6-7 weeks to make money here and leave. I have nothing else going for me here, can't get a normal job (no one is hiring, it's BAD) and I really dislike the clubs here.
I started doing webcam 2 days ago and have made 100 bucks in 4 or 5 hours, but it's really tedious and I don't really enjoy it. Sitting on my ass all day and being stuck in my room kind of sucks.
The other option is just sucking up and going to Denver to dance at Penthouse or Diamond... both of which I'm not really into... I can't stand clubs that try to hard to be "classy" and charge high fees ($60-80 bucks for a nightshift). I've danced for three years, I'm good at it, but I hate it. I only like it when I'm making lots of money, and since i started dancing back when the economy was good, my definition of good money is anything over $300/shift.... not busting my ass for 8 hours to make 200 bucks and then having to tip out a ton and go home with $120.
I also have a sugar daddy who pays me 2K a month to make him 4 short pornos a month. But I'm really over him too.
I'm just over EVERYTHING sex-related. I really need a vacation to a hot tropical island, but I'm stuck in this disgusting frozen arctic hell.
ugh. What should I do??? I'm stuck here for almost another 2 months and need to make BANK so I can move! I'd like to have 5K saved up by March 1st, so I have to come up with 3K dancing or webcam or both.
ugh. what should I do? How do you get over being sick of the sex industry when you're seriously burned out and you can't take a vacation? I've been on a semi-break for awhile because my sugar daddy has been floating me so i haven't had to physically go into a club or go on webcam.. but it's still sex work so it's not a break!!! UGH!!



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