Ok, so for various reasons I won't get into here, and out of my control, my usually active sex life has hit a wall. Specifically with one person, my main person, the person i love/been with for 8yrs.
We don't live together, so its not like i can just jump him. No, this is not a situation where he is cheating on someone with me or anything, so please dont think that is why we dont see each other.
Here is the problem, since it has gone down, i have been eating. and eating. constantly.
I'll eat a nice healthy dinner or lunch, and then pig out on crap. I know I'm not hungry. I'm pretty sure I'm doing it in place of the intimacy (he and i had sex last saturday after everyone had gone to bed [it had been a swinger party], but have not had extended 'intimate' time for over a month).
I've never done this before and it is not helping my self esteem. I've put on weight and i feel fat and nasty. I have healthy stuff in my place, but I dont eat it, or i eat it and then go out and specifically buy crap to eat as well.
I'm hoping some ladies here can give me suggestions on how to curb this habit? It's not only making me feel yucky, but I seriously don't wear extra weight well (i have a very petite frame and it all goes to my stomach). Plus, the worse i feel about how I look, the less i try to see him cause I feel nasty.



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