Hello I'm new to this forum..
this is not to get any sympathy or anything like that..
I am getting kicked out of my house feb12...I worked as a coat check in the city and my hours have been cut drastically. (my first check was 513 the last two have been 50 bucks each!)
I went to chateau cabaret to an open house last thursday for a waitressing job. There were a few girls there and as soon as I walked in the house mom went straight to me to ask me what I'm there for etc.
She asked if I'd like to be a go-go dancer I thought "O thats cute I guess..sure" then she asked if I would like to be an actual dancer. I felt uneasy about that but then she showed me around the rooms and we had a talk upstairs in the dressing room. I am very petite and have small breast (34 A) and was concerned about being right for a stripper. She told me that men love women of all sizes and that I have an exotic look and she walked passed the other girls and went straight to me for a reason. She has to pass my picture to the owner and he will make the final say. I have been thinking about being a dancer since then the past few days and I have thought of it before. I need to make at least a grand by feb 12th. I think that dancing is my only option. I am over 21 and I currently go to school during the day (that is taken care of by financial aid so I dont have to worry about that) I do however need to get out of here by feb 12 and I already know who I would roomate with as we will split the rent.
I dont think dancing is a bad thing and after I thought alot about it its my buisness. No one has to know and as long as I am not having sex, exposing my vagina I am ok with that. I have a audition tomorrow at Lace in manhattan. I dont really have heels not the kind that are open toe just patent leather pumps. I also dont have dresses not the gowns they care for anyways and I know have to wear a dress. I have 50 bucks to my name right now. (ugh i know) but I am determinded to make this right. I guess I will go to a cheapo store tomorrow and see if there is a cheapo dress I can buy. As for a thong I decided to wear a lacy short of purple and blue thong set I have with matching bra..Its pretty and looks good with my skin color.
I am of mixed race ive been told I look "exotic" i do have some scars due to my teen years on my butt n stuff but I plan on covering that with a lil makeup. I also have tattoos (a half sleeve on my right arm..and a heart on my tummy and wrist) I asked about them and he said as long as they are tasteful its ok.
anyways. what should i expect to do?
And again I have to leave my house by the 12th.
Not only because I have to but also because it will be for my well being. The negative energy here with me and my parents is causing havok on my happyness and I deserve to be happy. I just want to be a functioning adult with my own place that I can relax in and be happy in.
I also am going to go to flashdance on tuesday for another audition after 9.
Does this goal seem possible?
I just need some advice a little encouragement even. I am stuck and very lost. However I am not sad or letting this get to me. I am looking at this as the first time I really have to prove to myself that I am a survivor and that I can do this. I keep telling myself that. I will make it and I will make it without bumming at someones house or being homeless. With a positive attitude I am going to defeat this.



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Girls with a good sense of humour can really clean up. I don't know the clubs you are referring to, but I agree with the advice to try a more low key club first. Especially since you don't have tons of time to research and prepare.


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