My sister and I are 10 years apart. I wan to be a great older sister, sometimes I end up being a jerk. I tell her we will paint our nails then I fall asleep. Not it's in the middle of the night and her and her friend are asleep in the fortress they made and I'm awake. I also complained about having to watch her friend.
Ugh. I wish I wasn't so moody sometimes. I don't want her to feel like she can't count on me. My patents are getting a divorce and during that time I've been traveling. I feel like I have missed alot. I live an hour away, because I travel I miss her bowling games and her school events and even have the nerve to complain when I'm with her. I was 'too tired' I didn't even have the balls to say up an extra hour or two to spen time with her and her friend.
GAH
I'm such a loser. I need to have my own life too right? I sometimes feel like my plans were foiled though. I mean, when I was younger I wanted to grow up and drive my litter sister to school one day. Now that I am old I've olny done it once. She never gets to see my work (I do dance) and I am licit with my boyfriend, I have one cat and he has 5, turns out she is allergic to cats. My first thought when this showed up( I lived alone) was that I should get rid of my cat ( although now I love her to death).
It just seems like alot of my plans in life don't include her anymore. She's 10 now. Growing up so fast.
Do you have a big sis or just have advice ?![]()




Reply With Quote


Bookmarks