ok Ive been super bummbed about all the timewasters emailing me! but I got a client Im seeing today, seems really nice.. As many of you know I live with my Bf, so Ive been really worried about working.. He knows now, and Ive been saying oh I got to go help this other girl or clean this place.. I know he know but I just feel weird talking about it with him.. I mean who wouldnt! Anyways we were watching something on tv about this guy that does porn and he was like, is that what your going to do next? (not in a mean way at all) and I was like ehh no I dont think so, and so we started talking and he was like well did you ever think you'd be doing this? and I said no... and we talked a min, and I was getting ready for the first time in front of him and he was like where you going? to work? and I just said yes, and he was like ok.. well how much are you going to make? I was like $10 dollars.. he was like why dont you wanna tell me, its ok? and I was like $300, but I have to pay for the room, so he was like well just get a cheaper one. and I said ya, most the rooms here are not that much anyways... and he said that I looked pretty.. and he was like well while your going to do that Im going to go to your brothers (him and my brothers are friends). ..

anyways, so the story is Ive recently been scared to be on the computer and call people in front of him, but now that we've talked about it more.. I feel alot better.. and I just found some money yay!