AGAIN. Im so effin frustrated. If it aint one thing its another. I dont have to pay rent, thank God. I do, however have to pay daycare for both of my girls, my truck note, my insurance, 3 student loans.... all off Victrias Secret lil paycheck. Im looking for another full time job now. But until then..... I have until tomorrow morning to give 455.00 for my truck or they gonna come get it. Im so fed up. I got a man and have resorted to fuckin my old customer for cash for some of my bills and still cant even get my fuckin truck paid. What the hell is wrong with that picture? Aint like I go out and buy myself anything...Ive been wearin the same raggedy ass shoes nd clothes for months. Yeah, I just paid for the hotel for my Miami trip, but that was out of my ex's account which is to be deducted from the income tax money that he WAS SUPPOSED TO SEND ME A MONTH AGO!!!! Since I couldnt use his debit card to pay my truck, and that was all I had access to, I used it for the hotel and expected my cash to be here days ago. Now he keeps makin fuckin excuses why he cant send me MY $3500.00 talkin about he cant do a wire transfer from the ship(he can) he doesnt know his account number(he does) he doesnt have the number to the bank (i sent it to him) Im one step away from calling his command. But until all this happens, I still have to worry about making 455 dollars tonight to give these people tomorrow. I really wanna shoot myself.Shoulda stayed in the damn club. Fuck this real job ish....



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