Do you (or did you) miss dancing?
I danced for a year and a half and loved it and had a great experience. I quit when I got pregnant, then after I had my baby, both my boyfriend and I decided I would be a stay at home mom for a while. I had every intention of going back and he doesn't want me to.
Part of me is ok with that. He takes care of us, I love him to death. But I miss it alot. I miss the independence it gave me, the money I was making. I hate feeling so dependent on someone also. I miss the job too, I had fun, I miss dancing itself and the girls and being on stage and feeling pretty.
He's gotten to the point where he gets mad now when I talk about missing it. We've even gotten in a couple "fine just go back to dancing" fights, but basically it's him or dancing. I feel like my relationship with him and more so my daughter having both of us around is more important than a job. but I still miss it terribly.
This is more of a vent than anything, and to see if anyone can relate or has been there.



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