Have any of you ever realized you quite dancing and did it without a plan?
I danced for 6yrs. I hated it the last 2 when I was working in a contact club. I kept wanting to quite but never had a good way to. I am in law school and while I could fit a part time job into my schedule, I needed more money than a part time job would pay. So I kept dancing. I kept finding reasons not to go to work. It didnt matter if I banked in a night, I hated the job. Not the dancing, but the contact with the customers and having to be "fake" all night.
I had been told for a long time that I should get into modeling. I had done it for free for friends who were photographers, but they told me I should charge. So, I decided to try it. I put up profiles on MM and OMP. Started doing that, successfully.
I now haven't danced in 6 months. Some of it was for a while simply having anxiety attacks and not being able to go in. My mother helped me with bills at that point. Now, it's because between my loans and the modeling, I don't "need" to dance.
I had wanted to quit, but had not formulated a plan yet. This just sort of happened.
Has this happened to anyone else? How did it work out?
I am planning on continuing the modeling. I have to get an internship this summer (which = no pay) so I might have to get another part time job to make my bills, which are almost 2k a month when i dont have loans (i dont ake them out for the summer). I am debating between a "normal" part time job and going back to dancing at a no contact club (which I could do easily).
I'm just looking for peoples thoughts and experiences. Please?



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