no seriously...I've been out of dancing since Thanksgiving, and supposedly the manager of the club I want to work at now is going to be in tonight. UGH I am so ridiculously nervous! I've never been turned down at a club (knock wood), but every single time I go in to audition I'm always petrified that I'm going to get my first rejection.
It wouldn't be so bad if I was still working somewhere else, and/or if I had money saved up, but I don't have either of those things. In fact I am absolutely desperate for money right now, and that's never a good thing; it just adds so much stress. I need to get hired at either one of the two stage-only clubs around here, bc that's the only kind of club that works for me. argh argh argh. When I went in to audition at Club #1 last week, the bouncer said that the owner doesn't come in till midnight. blech. I wish I could just knock myself out and sleep all day so I don't have to keep worrying until midnight.
Someone calm me down? please?How do you deal with nerves when you've been out of it for months and have to go audition?



How do you deal with nerves when you've been out of it for months and have to go audition?
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You're wonderful. Though I'm pussying out on tonight; I just feel too fat to even fake confidence tonight. The next night the owner is supposed to be in is Tues, so I'm thinking of doing a cleanse for the next 3 days and maybe that will help me to at least not look/feel so bloated. I will let you know how it goes...and I will be reading your post before I go in. 
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