I just walked through the club that I was thinking of audition at, and I'm so intimidated! I only saw 2 girls - the place was pretty dead as it was 6:00pm - but they were both hot. I think.
I mean, I only glanced at them for a few seconds. I'm staying in a hotel above the club, and you have to go down to the club to pick up room service meals (odd, I know). So I went to pick up mah chicken sammich and side salad, and tried to check out the dancers while being casual. I only got a few glances.
Maybe it's just my mind playing tricks on me and they aren't actually Jezebelle/supermodels. Perhaps it's just my nerves making me think they're super hot and I can't compete. I've never been so insecure about my looks before, but suddenly I feel like a giant troll....the one girl working the floor was like, 5 foot even. I'm 5'7"! Perhaps I should chop off my feet.....that'll take me down a few inches.....
I gotta grow a damn back bone. Anyone else ever feel like this?



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