So I have mentioned here on SW a few times that I'm dating the most amazing guy that I've completely fallen head over heels in love with, for a little over two months now. Seriously, never dated a guy like him before. I'm really starting to learn what *Real Love* is like.
In the past I never had a problem with escorting while dating, because all my exes were cheating, abusive bastards who wouldn't work. My ex wouldn't even work to feed his own kid (one time in particular I had to duct tape diapers that my child had outgrown to make a diaper she could wear...but that is another story entirely).
Anyway, so I got canned by my agency and then re-hired, and I was thinking about just doing it long enough to get some cash (still waiting on my bank accounts to get figured out which is a massive pain in the ass.) and then going the independent route while trying to start up my booking service.
BUT I DON'T WANT TO ESCORT ANYMORE, AT ALL.
He wants to settle down and raise a family, I want the same thing. I don't want to be in this line of work anymore. Booking calls for other girls is fine, I'm okay with camming, but I don't want to escort anymore.
Even if we were to take my boyfriend out of the equation, I've been escorting since I was 18 years old. I'm tired of it.
Screw being an agency girl, screw being an independent. ONE MORE MONTH and I quit.
I want you girls to be ON MY ASS about this!!! If I haven't stopped escorting by May 25 I will PM everyone on this board my address and let you all come kick my ass.
I am TOO OLD for this shit and I've been in the game WAY too long. Plus my kids are getting old enough to ask what I do. I don't want to lie to my family anymore.
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Sounds like you know what you want and what's good for you. I agree with Malaya, definitely start lining up whatever you need to in order to be financially secure after you leave the escorting behind.

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