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    Default So the more I think about it, the worse I feel...

    So I have mentioned here on SW a few times that I'm dating the most amazing guy that I've completely fallen head over heels in love with, for a little over two months now. Seriously, never dated a guy like him before. I'm really starting to learn what *Real Love* is like.

    In the past I never had a problem with escorting while dating, because all my exes were cheating, abusive bastards who wouldn't work. My ex wouldn't even work to feed his own kid (one time in particular I had to duct tape diapers that my child had outgrown to make a diaper she could wear...but that is another story entirely).

    Anyway, so I got canned by my agency and then re-hired, and I was thinking about just doing it long enough to get some cash (still waiting on my bank accounts to get figured out which is a massive pain in the ass.) and then going the independent route while trying to start up my booking service.

    BUT I DON'T WANT TO ESCORT ANYMORE, AT ALL.

    He wants to settle down and raise a family, I want the same thing. I don't want to be in this line of work anymore. Booking calls for other girls is fine, I'm okay with camming, but I don't want to escort anymore.

    Even if we were to take my boyfriend out of the equation, I've been escorting since I was 18 years old. I'm tired of it.

    Screw being an agency girl, screw being an independent. ONE MORE MONTH and I quit.

    I want you girls to be ON MY ASS about this!!! If I haven't stopped escorting by May 25 I will PM everyone on this board my address and let you all come kick my ass.

    I am TOO OLD for this shit and I've been in the game WAY too long. Plus my kids are getting old enough to ask what I do. I don't want to lie to my family anymore.


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    Default Re: So the more I think about it, the worse I feel...

    WOW! Good for you! I've been booking calls for other girls and I'm missing the work like crazyyy! I know it might sound a little weird but I miss my OLD job as an escort. I miss taking insane amounts of money from these guys. Booking and screening calls for others is making me miss it more ... I really hope you mean what you're saying and quit. If you're not happy doing it then quit. For me it was the best job ever!

    OOh and um if dude is willing to take care of you, you better quit BUT if not, YOu better start looking for a job now but what job pays as good as this one? Hmmm ... this IS doctor/lawyer income.. so again good luck babe.

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    Default Re: So the more I think about it, the worse I feel...

    I think that's the problem...the money is WAY too easy to come by and it kinda de-motivates me to be productive because I know if I'm feeling lazy I can book 2 calls a week and be fine. I need a little bit more going on in my life.

    I'm still gonna do camming though, I'm also brainstorming a few more ideas of how to make money on the business side of the adult industry.

    I'm just tired of my job involving getting felt up by random dudes. And I HATE reading the reviews.

    I like camming way better, I get to sit around at home, relax, listen to rock music, and alternate between dancing naked and making fun of cheap assholes in my chatrooms (yea i'm totally that girl. lol.)

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    Default Re: So the more I think about it, the worse I feel...

    I'll be on ya, girl. I think it's great that you're ready to transition to a new chapter in your life Sounds like you know what you want and what's good for you. I agree with Malaya, definitely start lining up whatever you need to in order to be financially secure after you leave the escorting behind.
    "Every experience is a lesson. Every loss is a gain."


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