Sooo, I was supposed to go in for an audition today but alas a zit had to ruin my attempt.
I've been planning on auditioning for weeks but kept procrastinating. I said to myself enough is enough, get over it, just walk in and you'll do FINE.
I was super excited last night because I thought I was going to finally audition and start working tonight.....butttt.....
I didn't audition.
I've been trying to adjust to my "future schedule time" so I've been sleeping at 3~4 in the morning instead of 9~10 at night (lol I know I'm like an old lady, I get sleepy when the sun goes down) so I've been pretty tired.
And when I am tired I get pimples. Always on my NOSE. So I had a bright red pimple on my nose since last week and I thought it would be gone by today but it didn't.. So last night I attempted to pop it (*que dramatic music) and I woke up today with a nasty bumpy raised scab on the middle of my nose
I went to the mall and bought body rhinestone sticker gems to stick on my nose and pass it off as a nose piercing (looked stupid since the scab was pretty much on the middle of my nose haha) and drove to the club.
I sat in my car and did my make-up for an hour and during the whole time as I was looking in the mirror I had two different voices speaking to me inside my head
"Hot damn!! even I would pay to have someone like me give me a lap dance"
and
"Oh my god, look at that zit/scab it is SOOOO distracting and ridiculous looking"
I seriously couldn't get myself to walk in the club with my distracting zit/scab sooo I just took a good look at the outside of the club, let out a long sigh and decided to come back when my scab heals.
I spent the last of my money on a movie ticket on my way home(Shutter Island, it was twisted and absolutely genius, I could give Scorsese a million lap dances for his geniusness HA) so I can not NOT audition now cuz I need the money
Wow this was a long post about a zit haha.
Anyway, my name is Mia, I'm new to SW and I'm so glad I stumbled upon this awesome site!
Hopefully my scab heals by Thursday, I need to audition already because the tension is going to kill me haha. I am so ready to dance and I just want to get the audition out of the way already.
Wish me and my scab some luck!
P.S. Forgive my post for being so long, but I don't talk a lot in real life so I tend to write a LOT when I'm online.
-Mia





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*hugs* good luck mia


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