SOrry this is a bit long but yea,... im kind of angry at some friends and the SO and i am just wondering if i am in the wrong here.
Last night i got belligerently drunk for the first time in a long time... i offered my apartment up for my austin friends and the boy to crash and 3 of them came and one of them brought 2 additional friends-- i usually dont like hanging out iwth large groups of ppl but i bit the bullet anyway. So yea... i told these guys that my goal for the night was to get as drunk as possible-- and yes, mission accomplished. Well they wanted to stick to the touristy areas despite my explicit requests that we dont because after working this week i was no longer able to handle any more tourists. Well, the combination of being belligerently drunk (at this pt i think i had about 15 shots) and not being able to handle the tourists and not being a fan of going out with a large group in general inspired me to go on my own pub crawl. Which was fun but after a couple of hrs i texted back to the boy and asked if they could meet me somewhere... i got kicked out of the location i texted (like i said... belligerently drunk) and headed to a bar that was like a half a mile a way and asked them to meet me there.
well i guess they showed up at hte bar that i got kicked out of... and didnt see me, and decided they were tired of walking and went elsewhere. im not exactly sure what i did immediately, i blacked out for a bit, but i guess at some point i came too and i was walking in a fairly rough neighborhood for whatever reason. there was a house party going on, and i was invited inside and reminded that i should NOT be stumbling around by myself in that neighborhood. I got ahold of a freind who i was supposed to meet at the bar that i asked the ATX crew to meet me at... at this point my phone was about to die... and he swung by to get me but my phone died before he got there and i ended up going to the aforementioned bar.
at some point i went back home, charged my phone... they were on the other side of town at this pt and didnt feel like driving to pick me up. so whatever, i went out to bars within walking distance... had more fun. By the time they finally felt it was necessary to hang out again it was like... 5:30am?
idk i feel like if i had a female friend who was as hammered as i obviously was and i knew that her phone was about to die, i would make some effort to go find her and not have her wandering around by herself with no phone. im pissed off... i was polite enough to invite these guys to stay with me and my rather simple request to stay away from the more touristy bars was completely ignored... and on top of that when i requested they meet me somewhere after giving them a couple of hours at the bars that i couldnt handle being at they were 'too tired to walk.' what is that shit?
im letting it go, but am i out of line for being pissed off? im aware that i probably shouldnt have been belligerently drunk, but after the week i had-- im only human.
also lesson learned- Im never hosting large groups of ppl again. 3 is the max that i can handle where it doesnt become a logistical nightmare.



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Selfish and manipulative. You're a dancer who makes coin. Use it to get a frickin' cab and save yourself!




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