well... if anyone has remotely been folliowing my life on here, you would know that i compromised my no dating rule to start dating someone... today we ended it. i saw it coming... the first part was great, awesome, then it all went downhill that night i described during jazzfest when i got extremely drunk and my friends and him did not have my back or come to make sure i was ok.
and then there was the other post that i made, where i asked how people felt who had cheated... i put in a slight lie in that one since this is on a public forum and he does know about it, but at this point i dont really care as much if he found out.... the night after jazzfest disaster i ended up hooking up with my previous New Orleans fuck buddy. and felt no remorse about it. another obvious sign that the relationship was not going to work out, duh.
the next time we hung out all seemed cool, and i decided to let the fact that he didnt care about my safety go, and obviously did not mention the cheating... and the night after my whole group of friends and i went camping and all of us had an awesome time.
but yea, i think im a bit too wild for him. and, as indicated by the remorseless cheating, im not ready for a relationship. we are on good terms, im slightly sad, but ok and almost relieved. also this means i can continue on my ridiculous adventures that i had started after graduating and then put on hold for him. I might dissappear on a bicycle journey from tx to california to ?? with the aforementioned previous fuckbuddy. or go on some sort of crazy unplanned journey to god knows where with another crazy friend of mine.
yea thought i would post about it on here. there are not many people who i really want to discuss it with,... and i guess there is not a huge amount to discuss. hopefully next time i date though i can find someone as good looking as he was.



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