Hey y'all,
Hope you had a better night than I did tonight! (Trust me, the bar for tnt is LOW!)
But it helps my point. Tonight was a god awful night for me. It's Saturday (not typically my best night), I didn't plan on working tonight, and even though I went in, my heart/mind wasn't in it. "Why did I?", you ask? I went in for a friend of mine who's close to me and from the same city as me who just happened to be working his (he's a dj) last night. I wanted to support him, bid him a nice farewell, and let him know how awesome he is. Mission accomplished,
Howeva. Tonight's money SUCKED. Like, bad. W/e. There WERE people in the club so I know I hold some responsibility and *trust me*, I am not happy ab my horrible money-making night BUT I have realized tonight that a *HORRIBLE* money night doesn't afffect me like it used to and I'm feeling really happy and- to some extent, seasoned- for it. I feel like, when I first started this job (5 years ago), I would've really been hard on myself about tonight. However, right this second (and really, all night), I've been pretty much chill about it. It helps that this week rocked (money-wise) and I'm not feeling stressed financially but I know awhile ago I wouldve felt like such a loser for having such an awful night. I guess you can say, I has perspective.
Anyone else reached this epiphany when it comes to work? That really and truly, an awful night has no bearing whatsoever on your week, outlook, or self-worth? I feel like I've peaked some goal that I didn't even realize I had, 'til now.
Anyway, like I said, hope y'all had a better night than I did!![]()




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