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    It's been almost a year that I broke up with my gothy,alcoholic ex bf. Yes, I cheated on him and I accept full responsibility for my actions. But dammit, it wasn't all me. He always has to drink a half pint of vodka a day. What's worse is he only gets handsomer.

    He is a complete fucking asshole who treats me like shit. I know that he's bad news. I don't talk to him or see him anymore. I'm off coke, I have my own place, for once I'm doing good, by modern feminist standards.

    Its late at night, when I'm alone that I cry for him. He emails me, telling me that I'm a whore and if I want him back I need to stop stripping and being a whore. Why the hell would any sane person be crying for this asshole? Am I insane?
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    For what it's worth, I think you're pretty rad. You have a lot of cool ideas and a creative imagination. Sometimes there are people who see the light you radiate and want to put it out.... slowly and painfully too. I hypothesize it's because they feel empty inside and don't have light within themselves. Shine chica. You rock.
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    I'd have to have a "4 simease twin strippers gave me head and then lite themselves on fire" story to blow anybody's mind here.

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    I'm sorry hun. It's really difficult to care about someone that's self destructive. Hopefully you can concentrate on all the good things. You are strong and doing great on your own! I know it doesn't make the hurt go away, but hopefully knowing that you can keep yourself off drugs and support yourself and have lots of other (non-destructive) people that care will help make it all less hard in time.

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    Never give up doing something that you need or love to do for someone else. It will only build up resentment on your part.
    Positive change rarely occurs because of the demands of others. It has to come from within and of your own choice.

    Why would you care for this fucktard after he treated you that way?
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    Oh, and BTW - you do indeed seem pretty rad. Go have your way with the world, girl.... minus the excess baggage.

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    Wow. What an asshole. If it was me, I'd block his emails, his phone number, and whatever else to keep such a negative & miserable bastard out of my life. Who cares of he's good looking on the outside. Real and true beauty comes from within. It shines through like a knife cutting through darkness. Lose the drunk; he sounds like a toxic piece of shit.
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    Stay away from alcoholics. They are only going downhill and will drag you with them. Stop all communications with him, you will get over it faster. This person will never treat you like you deserve.

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    It's easy for people to tell you to "ignore his calls...delete his number...you're better off without him..." but I completely understand how you feel. I was like that with my ex... I knew in my head it was so stupid for me to still have feelings for this guy, and everyone I knew was basically telling me so, but something in my heart just would not let me get over him. It takes so much strength to just cut someone off that you feel for deep down. I dunno if your feelings for him are that deep, but either way... I know how you feel.

    I would say just to talk sense into yourself when you start missing this guy and keep yourself busy to where you don't have time to sit and think about him. Sure your heart will feel a certain way, but use your logic to pull yourself out of it.

    I totally understand how you feel :/ It sucks. I know.

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    Your not an insane person temptest666, you are a wonderful person thats smart, beautiful, and you love what you are doing. i cant believe he had the guts to call those names at all. this guy isnt even worst your time at all, there are other better people out there, that will treat you better than this

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    Congrats on all you've accomplished in only a year! I feel the need to point out a tidbit of info, for whatever it's worth and in case you are not aware: depending on how long you were doing coke(and how much) and how long you have been off it, it takes awhile for the brain to physically recover. Dopamine and neurotransmitters/synapses are either completely destroyed or severely altered because of the effects of cocaine. Transmitters/synapses(can't recall which one) rebuild themselves over time...dopamine takes a bit longer. Part of your depressed feelings are derived from your brain literally trying to repair itself(physically), which of course causes the negative emotional feelings. Best of wishes!

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    i feel like i've grown through a different actual but emotionally similar experience, recently, with my current man. it sucks when you love the person, in love even. all i can say for advice is, do you baby boo

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    I've been with a guy like that. I second Daniella. Block him out of your life. Any guy that calls you a whore EVER deserves to fall off the side of a cliff. It'll be hard, but you have to leave him behind.

    ::hugs:: it'll get better, I promise.
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    Thanks for all the good wishes from everyone! I'm sitting here with one of my boa constrictors in my lap, watching Law and Order SVU. Believe it or not snakes have distinctive personalities and are very calming. (For me anyways)
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    Quote Originally Posted by KS_Stevia View Post
    Stay away from alcoholics. They are only going downhill and will drag you with them. Stop all communications with him, you will get over it faster. This person will never treat you like you deserve.
    I'm an alcoholic. My husband and I will have been married 23 years this coming September, and he stuck with me through every single one of the 20 years of chaos and abuse from me. Why? Because he loves me, and he always knew that the real me was still alive in there somewhere.

    I was 8 years Clean and Sober April just gone...and I now own and run my own businesses. My life has never been better.

    I hit a 'rock bottom' yes, but, I did something about it....and that's the trick.
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