Sorry if this doesn't belong here but I have been living two lives. I am a former adult film star of 5 years in the industry. Everyone in my life knows this and I don't hide that from people. I love the industry but I gave it up over a year ago. I also webcam and everyone knows that I do this. I never actually stripped before. lol, probably the only one on this site who has never stripped in a club. But since January this year, I started escorting. That is something I won't tell anyone. But I feel horrible because I go on tour every other month for a couple weeks, I tell people I do modeling and nobody knows what I'm really doing. That hurts me more than anything. But I couldn't imagine people finding out the truth.
I am from a smaller suburban town in the midwest, where escorting isn't so common. If it is, it doesn't feel upscale and just seems too shady. I never heard of anything like that around here. I always leave town and go to the east coast. But I have one friend in particular from my home town. She is someone I've been best friends with for a couple years. But recently we had our first and only fight and did not talk for a month. I realized I couldn't trust her at the time. I also know she has a big mouth and talks too much shit. So I am trying to watch out what I say around her for a while. But today, she surprised me with an interesting topic. She told me not to tell anyone, but she heard of an escort agency in the area and is thinking about working with them. But really, this is a small town and she might only have a couple clients a week around here. And I'm not sure if she is 100% serious because she'd never strip or do anything like that, I wouldn't think she'd wanna escort. I honestly think she will decide against it and if she does try it out, I could imagine her not liking it and quitting. She talked about this for awhile and I had to act like I didn't know anything about escorting and couldn't tell her what I do. But I know if she went with me, she could get a paid trip and hotel and make a lot of money with the agency I'm with. I really wanted to say something but couldn't. I think it would be hella fun to go on tour with her and the two of us share a secret and I wouldn't be so bored and lonely during my trip. I'm always home sick and lonely when I go on tour. Plus, I'd actually have someone I could talk about these things with. But at this point, I'm not sure if i could trust her 100%. I have this fear that she could tell someone what I do if she decides she doesn't wanna escort. She has no idea I could help her make a lot of money but I'm afraid to blow my cover. Should I tell her about this secret to making $ or should I keep my mouth shut?



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