My on again/off again boyfriend is fucked up in the head.
We were both really bad on drugs, and as im currently trying to get off he has absolutely no modivation to, and no modivation in life. He wakes up at 4 pm, has a cast on his hand that he just cut off to work and now he claims he cant work because his hand hurts. no money, no job, no truck, and now he's losing his friends and his possessions to his addiction. i feel guilty considering i enabled him, but he's an adult who's been babied his whole life, so im not sure how to break it out of that.
He says that im his only reason for living and when i break up with him he threatens suicide, and one time he actually shot up a needle full of air into his veins. He's walked a 40 minute drive to my work just to 'prove his love', and has really bad problems at home. he's 21. it'd be different if he was a young younger guy, cause they get over it, but im trying to just let him grow out of it. gradually ignoring his calls, and im just sticking with him until he gets his shit together - then i can leave him. i go out with other guys and he finds out.
the fact that i stripped wasnt something i made public, and when i was sleeping he took my SIM card out of my phone and copied my whole address book into his and sent people texts saying i had herpes, was a stripper, slut, etc...just speaking bullshit. he fucked up a lot of things to me, and although he didnt tell many people he dont a few to where word gets around.
if anyone could give me advice id figure it'd be you girls...![]()



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