I just need to vent, rant, and complain.
Last night was terrible at work. I left with $12. Had somehow made $22 off stage, but tipped the dj the mandatory $10. There were about 7 girls there and a total of probably 9 maybe 10 guys came in from 6pm until 1:30am.
It just wasn't my night. I'm glad everyone else managed a lap dance, but I couldn't get one to save my life. It gets to the point sometimes were I stop caring and just wanna get the fuck outta the club. To make things worse I don't need to hear stupid comments from stupid people as to why I can't pay my house fees and stupid fucking tip outs.
I said I'll pay my tip out Friday, but then get a stupid remark saying, "it's already gonna be hard enough to pay the $50 you'll have to pay." no, I can usually make fifty bucks, but I have a problem paying tip outs, house fees AND money taken from my dances! it's fucking expensive dancing out here and I just really miss my club back in Vegas.
I haven't worked night shift since I started dancing back when I was 19. I hate might shift, but there's already too many girls on the day shift at this certain club. Maybe I should go somewhere else, but this club is 10 minutes from my house. Im not driving over an hour to go to another club.
This was the first time I was unable to pay my fees and I get stupid comments. Before leaving my manager said, "I understand there was almost nothing in here tonight, but you gotta work on your hustle." Okay? Really? I usually do fine and because one day I didn't pay I'm the most useless girl in the club? (So it feels....)
I've never heard of having to tip out the bar until moving out here. The bartender is already making more than anyone in the club. PLUS, most of the bartenders are dancers as well, so they're lucky they get to "double dip".
WTF?! I had to cry it out in the bathroom at work last night because I was just so frustrated and felt stupid. We all have bad days. I've had them plenty of times, but for some reason I let last night really get to me and everything everyone said got to me.
OH YEAH! Then some douche bag says I have pointy ears and play up the Spock thing for all the sci fi nerds. LMFAO! He wasn't rude about it. I laughed, but in my six years of dancing that was probably the weirdest thing anyone ever said to me.
I'm just rambling because I'm typing as I vent. It took everything in me to not walk out last night. Crying helped a lot. It's stupid, I know, but I had to release my emotions at the moment somehow. I'm bummed I cried my eyelashes off.....lol.
I'm gonna start fresh today and make so much money that I pay all my bullshit fees within the first hour or two of being there.....hopefully...lol.
Sorry this was so long and mixed up, but I needed to vent. I feel better now and am ready for tonight.




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