So, I'm still waiting in line to get a car. I'm still living in the same place, but I dumped my boyfriend. So basically, I've been stuck at home (still) without having a boyfriend to hang out with. I mean, I haven't arranged anywhere else to stay yet (really can't until I get a car.) and he's still around... he's just not my boyfriend anymore.
Any friends I have live an hour away, or more. Once I move closer to the city I'll be able to hang out and stuff, but it feels like I haven't talked to a human being in days, except for talking to my ex in passing. It's not like we're even really having conversations or anything, just discussing what we're going to do about breaking up.
You can only do laundry, lay out, watch tv, do yoga/ pilates, dance like an idiot, get on forums, watch porn, play stupid internet games, read, sleep, play with the dog, and shower so much before it really gets old.
I know if I could just get out of the house this breakup wouldn't be so bad. I just need a good night out and things will be ok.



On my way to being the Bitch Goddess of your dreams... or nightmares.
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