Hi Girls!
So basically I would like to talk abou gaining my body back when it was gorgeous when I first started. (I prepared alot before hand and was 23, am now 24 so its a reasonable goal)
I don't dance anymore, however I am missing my dancing body sooo much! It was so nice to be so trim all the time. (which I was prob more aware of when I was dancing).
So now that I haven't been dancing, I have let go just a little bit...(I havent meant too and it hasnt been obvious I'm just not AS trim. (was a 2 now a 4) and am finding that I love food....which is weird because its kindof become my crutch...and finding it REALLY hard to lose weight which is unusally for me as I usually find it quite easy to get back in shap when I want too.
I have quite a small frame and fat doesn't sit well on me as my figure compliments my frame so fat just mucks it all up and makes me look sloppy lol.
The cravings constantly anger me...and things that I never normally crave...like cakes and chocolate, and if I have a peice of cake...I will want another!! Which never EVER happens!
I have never had cravings this strong before in my life! I can usually tell them where to go, let them pass, and get on with the day. or mayb have a tiny bit on a reasonable healthy lvel. However it feels like I'm actually out of control....like there is NOTHING stopping the STORM of cravings.
I'm not on any particular meds. (And I'm definately not pregnant) so I'm totally stuck!
The only thing that has changed is I have an implanon recently...which I shall research haha!
The point is I would like my lovely dancing body back.
I mainly ate tinned fish (gross I know but sooo good for keeping hunger away and your skin and sleep)
I excersize twice per week and its getting out of control! Yuck!! I've never been higher than a 6, I have always been fed healthy foods since I was young lol so there is nothing there and am always really health conscious so this is freaking me out!
Help me!
I feel like I'm growing into a giant Alice in Wonderland thats all sloppy and could kill anything with one step![]()


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