But i dont think the feeling is reciprocated.
Long story shortened: been with my guy for 3 months.
All is going pretty good. We see each other alot, enjoy each others company, great sex life etc.
I wouldnt say I "love" him but im very much fallin in love. A little more all the time
So I should be happy right? Well the very thought almost sickens me.
I just dont think his feelings are where mine are at the moment.
I could be wrong but I feel like if the relationship were to end today, he would probly just shrug it off and be fine.
I dont know why I tihnk this way, I just get frustrated cause he really is not good with expressing his emotions. Oddly enough most of the guys ive dated were quite in touch with that side of themselves. I feel like im dating the sterotypical male. Tough, loud, neanderathal-ish.. etc.
And as much as I enjoy most of these traits the one i cant stand is the lack of emotional communication.
To be fair to myself I am majorly pms-ing, which always effs up my logical thought process. I just found myself really sad today thinking that I might be putting time into a dead end relationship(nothing is guaranteed i know that) but i just wish we could communicate a little more effectively.
Any advice/insight.




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