Sooooooooo... I'm fucked...
This just in, breaking news: Weight Loss Clinic owner makes bad business decisions and fires entire staff to save her own ass.
I am FUCKED! Thank god no one censors cussing on these threads... oh god I'm so fuuuuuuucked. I don't make enough camming yet to be able to afford doing it full time! I need to find a new job! I can't do fast food or minimum wage I just CAN'T. I only JUST got my professional self esteem back 3 months ago when I quit working at the hotel. I can't go back to that. I can't go back to cleaning up after people for a living. I can't flip burgers, i'm almost TWENTY-FOUR!
OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD! All I can do right now is escort. Escorting I can do. Escorting I would be really REALLY good at. But if I do it it means I lose the so-called possible love of my life. But he can't support the both of us and I need to take care of my own ass. OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD.
What do I DOOOO????
MALAYA! MALAYAAAA!???? Where are you? I'm hysterical, I need you to slap me in the face!
Ok, ok. I could go independant but I don't have the start up capital right now. SO I could do agency, where is the newspaper... brb...oh god my stupid bf threw out the newspaper. Ok,ok, I can't work for Curves of Brazil because, well long story, anyway they suck, no can do. Who else do we have in this town? OH MY GOD WHY ARE OUR AGENCIES SO WHITE TRASH???????
Breaaaaaathe, Breaaaaaaaaaathe.
Ok get this $150= 1/2 hour, $200= 1 hour. Anything over 2hrs ger $20 off the hourly rate and of course all ladies are available on super short notice. Why god why do women do this to themselves? Do they think they are worth so little? Do they not understand their potencial? I can't do it. I can't do that. I am VIP or nothing, that is bullshit!
I...I need booze. Booze will help this. Oh god someone please say something to cheer me up!



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