I've been my my guy 4 years this October, we are "engaged" with a date for December. We have our regular problems over finances, him smoking, all that boring crap that i'm not going to waste peoples time with.
Here is the kicker. I'm on here posting today because a band I LOVE is coming to a local club in a couple of weeks and I've been raving about going for 3 days. Today he points out that he doesn't want to go. He doesn't know the band, bla bla bla. I didn't make any effort for him to know about them. I posted this crap on my FB twice and I can't make him look at or listen to anything because he hates everything I like. it's like dating your freaking little brother! So I point out that he could look the band up himself.
It doesn't matter. It's not the band, it's the going out, it's that club.
What it comes down to is i feel like i don't ever do anything! And I'm scared I'm going to wake up one day and be 40 and not have done what I wanted to do. Maybe we're not right for each other. I love him and i want to be with him but this is bullshit.
I threatened to go by myself but that would be such a huge deal, he'd make me feel like such shit i wouldn't go. I don;'t have any G friends I can go with, I don't have a ride to go. I'm half tempted to post on Craigs for someone to go with or take the bus!
He refuses to talk to me about it any more, like every time before. I don't think he sees it as such a big problem since it's me having to sacrifice.
In the past any time we go out ends up in a huge fight about something, him drinking too much, him acting like a dick the whole night and wanting to leave 5 minutes after we get there. It's bullshit,and since he won't talk to me about it any more i'm going to tell all of you!



.... Yea I said it!!!
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