So I am quitting, closing up this little chapter of my life and getting on with it. So i wanted to list a few things I learned, a few things I will miss and a few things I am excited to leave behind.
I learned...
-that i can actually be pretty confident and assertive.
-i can perform on stage easier than i can do public speaking. who knew? lol
What I wish I hadn't learned...
- How mean customers and fellow dancers can be
- Thousands of bizarre / disturbing/ destructive things that people do
- That I can be jealous.
what i will miss...
-the funny things that happened regularly
- a few nice/funny girls
-feeling like one of the most normal people in a room. lol
-pole tricks, but i will just get a home pole i suppose
what i will not miss...
-feeling crappy if i didnt make money
-the awkwardness of being rejected nightly
-getting pissed when nobody watched me when i finally would get on stage after 35 other girls.
-the nasty things some customers said
-the awkwardness of having someone fall in "love" with me
-all the comments on not living up to my potential
-attempting to beat around the bush about what i do for work



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