its been a shiiiiiiit week prob 400 in 3 days. like balls srsly.
and low money means i find it hard to motivate myself to make more [i always find it easier to get motivated when i made heaps in a night, one more show, round to nearest 100]
now approaching people even bums me out coz i know its gonna be the same bullshit questions and i find it hard to like act happy and enthusiastic or fun all the time....
maybe i need some time off?
i want a small holiday but coz its shit i cant afford it... and because i dont get a break i continue to do poorly.
now what??
/rant




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