and if I do, girl I will come down to C and smack you around! Ok but seriously, "I told you so" away. I'm a big girl, I can take it. Le siiiiiigh. So the other night the bf and I got into it pretty rough. I did a day of non0nude, he checked up on me and freaked, called me a "fucking whore" and a "half assed stripper" so I fucking cracked him one across the face cause if you're gonna try to disrespect me like that you're gonna get laid the fuck out. So he is probably moving out the end of the month.
So now my birthday is fucking cancelled. It was going to be at his parents place while they were outof town. Hot tub, bbq, waterfall in the back yard. They were very sweet to offer it to me. The fucked up thing is that even his own MOTHER said "Hunny this is your journey. You have to do what's right for you. You have to leave my son if that's the honest thing for you. I kow you love him but if he is going to ruin his life you have to make some hard choices". HIS OWN MOM. We cracked a bottle of wine and is totally prepared for me to leave him.!!!??? What the fuck kind of crazy shit is that. I fucking love his family.
But yeah, I turn 24 on the 27th, yaaaay me. Worst. Birthday. EVER. Soooo seeing as how I have two fucking weeks to the end of the month, ESCORTING IT IS!Wooooooo!!!. I'm going to gorge myself on The Secret Diary of a Call Girl. Both books and dvds. My step dad is going to come pick me up from home in about a half an hour. (He's a writer too so we get to hang and he can remind me that not all men are evil...Im so happy my mom found him). This means I MAY not get to go to school for a while here. I can't believe it. Only one fucking THIRD pass the enterance exam and I make it and now I have to put it off.
Malaya you can come slam a fucking pie in my face if you want to and I'll just stand here and take it because you were right. You were ALL right. I tried being a good person. I tried being honest. I tried being nice and what did it get me? It got me, broke, alone, compromising myself. Fuck. This. Shit.
Bitches, GET. YO. MONEY. Cause NO ONE will ever take care of you as well as you can. EVER.



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