No judgment, please. It was the right decision and while I am not happy about it I would not change a thing.
I had an abortion six days ago and haven't been able to work since (dancing or camming) because I'm still bleeding and can't use tampons for a week to two weeks after the procedure. I'm also self-conscious because I've bloated up a bit on top of the little bit of baby belly I had going and I can't work out for two more days and even then I have to take it carefully. There are plenty of girls who look hella worse than I do but I've always prided myself on putting a lot of effort into my appearance by eating well and working out so the idea of going into work knowing that I still look two months pregnant is kind of fucking with me. I can do it, but my money is going to hurt because my self-confidence is at a major low right now. Plus I'm super emotional because of the hormonal stuff so I'm going to have to be very careful not to cry or anything.
My boyfriend is willing to help me out but the fact is I need to get back to work as soon as I can. Season is starting to hit and I have some major bills coming up that I want to take care of ASAP, plus the boyfriend's birthday is next month and I want to spoil him for being so wonderful. I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else has been through this? How long were you out of work? How long did it take you to lose your baby weight? And how long did it take for all these goofy preggo hormones to get out of your system? Because good lord, I cry at the drop of a hat and I am NOT the kind of girl who cries easily.



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Take it easy and I hope you are ok.


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