I get really depressed every winter... I live up north and we will probably get snow very soon... My favorite season is summer and I love to be out in the sun, at the beach, on my boyfriend's boat, etc. I hate being cold. I don't like snow or ice or any of that crap. I don't ski or snowboard (it's not fun for me, I don't like to be in the snow/cold/etc, and its wicked expensive) and its so hard to even DRIVE anywhere because the roads get so bad. Plus, it is the slow season for work so I am bored off my ass. I just don't know what to do. My depression is really affecting my relationship with my boyfriend... he keeps saying that he doesn't see why I can't be happy with the things I have and that if I always focus on the things I don't have and focus on trying to be better than everyone else then I will always be miserable and unhappy. He says that I stress him out with how depressed and upset and pissed off I get. I am on anti-depressants and they help me during the summer but not really during the winter. I don't know what to do.
At least I am getting my boobs done in 2 weeks which I am really excited about because I have always wanted big boobs and never got them... and I will hopefully be going on 1 tropical vacation over winter break from school.
What other things can I do in the meantime to not be so lonely, depressed, and bored during the winter? I'm thinking I need to focus my energy on other things. Maybe improving my body more, since I'm already getting my boobs done, will be a good focus for me this winter and to keeping me busy.
I just don't know what to do anymore... it never gets better...



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My friend has one, she gets depressed in the winter too. It's a helpful tool.



) I NEVER feel depressed during the summer, but always during the winter.


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