Oh, ladies, I need help.
I have completely stopped making money. I don't know what happened. I haven't gained weight; I haven't gotten uglier....I have been a little depressed due to personal stuff and I'm DESPERATE for money so maybe that's coming off in the club.
I went out in the red yesterday. I have never done that before. Granted it was really slow but I just wasn't able to get a SINGLE lap dance.
It's horrible. My phone is about to get cut off and I can't pay any of my bills. Ugh. I usually work a day shift but tonight I'm working 6pm-1am and I'm hoping working later will help. I HAVE to make money tonight and I think the have to is making me freak out.
I want to go work in Atlanta but I'm about 20lbs over what I think I should be to get hired there. I also can't pay for a permit.
I need to fake happiness and non-desperation but it's really hard. There's no alcohol or anything in my club either so I can't even get tipsy and try to get through it. Anyone else been through this?



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