ive made some bad financial decision, stupid and irresponsible really.
so i have a few options.
1) i work at a club im not so comfortable in. Ive worked there before and put up with it. Its high contact. it stresses me out. I can earn a high amount here.
2) i can web cam. i run the risk of it following me if i get recorded.
3) i can escort. I have tried this before and it ended with me crying. I dont know if things would be different now. Ive been accepted into the bunny ranch and i also know a customer i can call that would be a regular client if i decide to o this route.
im afraid with choices one and two will put me in a bad place, and might be the reason why i wanted to get rid of my money in the first place.
i keep going back to option 1. because i know its high amount of money. I also dont want you to underestimate the amount of stress it put me through and probably has helped turn my dancing career in a bad direction
idk im planning on all of these options to be temporary. my lines have been blurred =(



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