I got all ready to go in for work. Hair extensions in, full face of makeup, shaved my cookie, packed my bag....and I just can't leave my apartment. I can't do it. I just can't go into work. I don't know what's wrong with me. Yes, my average has gone down (way down!) but I'm still making 'good' money. I went through a little period of burnout but I thought that was over. I've been working pretty steadily until this week.
I don't know what the point of this thread is. I just..... I dunno. I feel like such a failure. I think that's he biggest thing. I know I'm not working as much as I should be and it makes me feel worthless (I don't mean to sound melodramatic, it's just how I'm feeling at this point.).
I'm probably going to regret this post in a week, but i typed it and I feel a bit better now so it's getting posted.



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