I firmly have to admit that I must and always have had to block out the reality of dancing in order to do it. I am not one of the girls who loves the lifestyle and thinks it is the greatest. I usually mentally block it out whenever I go into work. I know its a job like any other, and I come home. I think all the negativity gets to me sometimes which causes me to be standoffish. Im smart enough to know when people r talking shit about me or r either jealous of me or just plain dont like me( I can just sense it easily--my friends say its bc I can read people well). I also know of course when I bank and I am the center of attention. Like last weekend thankfully.
My question to u all which may have been asked before but here it goes anyways...How many of u have to mentality block it out in order to get through with it? I know some of u embrace it and have no issues with it really..Just curious...



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It's hard to juggle the realities of being a student, a part-time worker (especially a stripper), and a girlfriend, and it seems like you don't have much of a support system to help you get through tough times like this. 
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