Okay. I was supposed to meet up with my male friend yesterday, to pick up a flute that I left at his house. I've had a crush on him for about 3 years now, but... never gotten much closer. (You know, you ever have one of those friendships you're sort of mutually attracted but just flirt forever? What happens to those?)
Anyway, he was supposed to call me yesterday as he headed back into town in car, then pick me up and go to his place. He even wrote down my address when I told him.
Well... I waited for him to call...
...and he didn't.
Completely stood me up,
still hasn't called.
Wtf? It's hard for me to figure out what's happening, or what I should do, because I have the hots for him and I think he might have a girlfriend but it seems unclear. It's not like I want to be his GF at the moment (really i just want to get my flute and go)... Ive been feeling socially awkward all the time lately.
Seriously, I'm 24 and I thought I was past lame boy-girl awkwardness type stuff... How come I'm taking rejection so hard... I'm afraid to even call him now (to try getting the flute again) because I feel like he's rejecting me in a pretty clear way.
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