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    ugh tried it again for the second time after work thurs night with my ex. just got home tonight didnt eat or sleep all weekend. why am i such an idot? anyone ever tried meth-what was your experience. i certainly hope i can say no next time or just not put myself in that situation. plus i hate how angry my ex gets on it and rough. the sex was really rough and im sore with bruises. he woud not shut up either. the drugs pure evil. i dont like who i am when im on it, or him. what are your thoughts, experiences on this??? i feel depressed
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    I recommend never do it again.

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    I've been around enough people on it to know that I don't think anything good of it.

    Sounds like you shouldn't be hanging out with your ex either.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Kylea2 View Post
    I've been around enough people on it to know that I don't think anything good of it.

    Sounds like you shouldn't be hanging out with your ex either.
    Agreed.

    I thought you just hooked up with a customer because you missed your ex?? Now you are letting him (the ex) give you meth and fuck you in an abusive way?? Sorry, girl, it might not be my business, but you need to get it together and start using your head.

    Don't let being lonely and horny for a couple of weeks keep leading you into these situations that could hurt you, or someday you will assuredly wind up getting hurt.*

    As for meth--the say 'Choose your poison'. I've done almost every drug known to man, but some of them are a lot worse than others. Meth is about as bad as it gets. Fortunately I've never been tempted to abuse it, the few times I tried it, I fucking hated it. Haven't done that shit in 10 years, and I doubt very much I ever will. I'll stick with my weed, I think...

    *I don't mean to come off like a hardass, but you seem like a really cool woman. I don't want to see you get yourself in trouble, is all.
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    Don't do it babe...I have lost so many friends to it.
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    Why cant you even say no? You seem like you didnt want to do it.

    Stop hanging out with th ex, then Im sure you woulnt do meth again.

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    yea for sure. i need to concentrate on work and school. but i love having a wild side....guess i like danger-keeps life interesting.
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    That is very brave of you to share. Lots of people will say don't do it again, which I agree with, but I do understand doing a drug because it is right in front of you in the moment and you just say "fuck it". Two things are very sucky about this situation: #1 The comedown/recovery #2 Feeling guilty and depressed.

    I am just a stranger but I do know how you feel. It's probably best for you not to hang out with your ex, especially if you know he will have drugs and wind up becoming abusive. You are very special and you know more than we do that you don't deserve that.


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    Quote Originally Posted by jules477 View Post
    i love having a wild side....guess i like danger-keeps life interesting.
    Trust us, we've noticed without you pointing it out. I think you need to find a way to get your kicks though that are a bit more socially acceptable. White water rafting or sky diving perhaps? Heck maybe even one of those mystery vacations with some friends! I've even done road trips like that.

    http://www.ttgweb.com/cms/1046.html

    http://www.travelandleisure.com/trav...-bidding-begin

    You could do something similar. Just pack your bags & show up at the airport to pick a flight or select the day of from the cheapest flight online. Spontaneity certainly offers adrenaline though.
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    Quote Originally Posted by jules477 View Post
    yea for sure. i need to concentrate on work and school. but i love having a wild side....guess i like danger-keeps life interesting.

    This^^^ is different than having a wild side; in therapy this is referred to as "acting out" did you have a troubled upbringing?

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    I am a bit of a party girl, but meth is one drug I have vowed to never try. I suspect some of my friends use it and others have admitted to it, but almost anyone I know who uses it becomes a complete monster. I actually suspect someone close to me is using it currently and she owes me a lot of money. I have caught her in a few lies and am in the process of getting her out of my life (whenever I finally get to see her since she seems to always be hiding from me - which I assume is because she is high). :-( It really is evil. Stay away from that shit!

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    I was addicted to meth/heroine
    Meth really is a monster. I was hooked for 2 years on the stuff and I literally almost lost my life to it.
    I lost 20 lbs (im an already thin girl so i looked gross) and resorted to staying in my apt for days on end.
    I think the longest I went without sleep was 2 weeks, I remember waking up in a house I had never been in, and didnt know how I got there. My friends told me we apparently walked there then I passed out on the couch. It was pretty scary..
    I dont really know what to say to keep you from trying it again except that it WILL ruin your life. Nothing good comes from meth. And it makes you look bad, seriously. Your face looses color, you loose weight, your just not you.
    Hunny you are to gorgeous to be doing meth!! Ditch the dirt ball!!

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    Quote Originally Posted by jules477 View Post
    yea for sure. i need to concentrate on work and school. but i love having a wild side....guess i like danger-keeps life interesting.
    There's nothing "wild" about putting yourself in situations where others can abuse you or take advantage of you. You've been given a lot of good advice so far, but this bears repeating.
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    Quote Originally Posted by jules477 View Post
    guess i like danger-keeps life interesting.
    Being depressed and covered in bruises is probably not what you consider interesting though.

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    I like to sleep & eat to much for that drug....

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    Meth seems cool for the first couple of hours or so, then it goes on and on and on and on...

    Never ends.

    Come down sucks.

    Not fun.

    So many other things I would rather be doing.

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    oh boy. my sister had a HUGE problem with this stuff when we were teenagers. my parents did it when i was a kid. you need to stop hanging out with the ex and if you can't say no to this shit then you need to go to rehab. nothing good ever comes out of using this stuff. it makes people look ugly, you lose friends and family, and it WILL ruin your life. my sis managed to quit, but she is not the same

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    One of my friends did meth on and off they found her dead this year. She died alone in a shithole hotel room
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    Quote Originally Posted by tempest666 View Post
    One of my friends did meth on and off they found her dead this year. She died alone in a shithole hotel room

    i'm sorry to hear about that Tempest

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    Meth is indeed a monster. I have seen too many girls waste away on that stuff. SO scary, I would never ever touch it myself. It is so addicting, even when its ruining someone physically and mentally, they still cant stop. That scares the shit out of me!

    Please don't ever do it again. You never know how many times you can flirt with the devil before you are hooked. Look at these people. The odds of them EVER getting their lives back are slim, few people can kick the habit for good. Its just sad.


    Edit: Link won't work. If you google faces of meth you can see what it does to people. If losing your life or your mind isn't scary enough, imagine looking 20 years older than you are, with no teeth and scabs all over.
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    Why don't we just call it DEATH.

    Truth in advertising I say.

    Here try this>>>>>>> It's cooooooooooool crystal DEATH.

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    thanks guys for all the advice. i dont think i would do it again, but its hard not to hang out with my ex anyways for some dumb reason.
    and i think everyone has some what of a troubled up bringing-parents,boys,self esteem issues. i mean how many have you girls been raped or date raped?
    well none of that shits an excuse to act out i think-for myself.
    but anyways...im just gonna really concentrate on work this week(maybe work 6 days) and not text/hangout with my ex and just take it from there

    my heart hurt when i read that temptest im sorry. it makes me look like an idot for trying it
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    Quote Originally Posted by Kylea2 View Post
    You could do something similar. Just pack your bags & show up at the airport to pick a flight
    have you done that? lol if so where did it take you
    That sounds fun i've always wanted to do that

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    ^^^ When I was younger, yes. I actually put a CB radio in my car because I was such a fan of random road trips that I would inevitably end up somewhere without phone service. Usually it was always late night trips at random with friends, just whomever wanted to go. Sometimes we'd pull out a map, toss a coin on it & go where ever the coin landed (seemed to always be small towns). Other times we'd just start driving & making random turns until we got ourselves lost in a new city. Honestly, I rarely remember the names of most of the places, but every once in awhile I'll recognize something. I do recall ending up in Monte Vista, CO once... we drove all night & the only thing I remember was going through a really awesome grove of aspen trees on a winding dirt road... something similar to this:
    http://www.gcollier.com/Capitol-Creek-Road.html

    My parents were huge on those mystery flights, I've done one to Seattle & New Orleans, but they've gone to a lot more places than that.
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    Quote Originally Posted by jules477 View Post
    thanks guys for all the advice. i dont think i would do it again, but its hard not to hang out with my ex anyways for some dumb reason.
    and i think everyone has some what of a troubled up bringing-parents,boys,self esteem issues. i mean how many have you girls been raped or date raped?
    well none of that shits an excuse to act out i think-for myself.
    but anyways...im just gonna really concentrate on work this week(maybe work 6 days) and not text/hangout with my ex and just take it from there

    my heart hurt when i read that temptest im sorry. it makes me look like an idot for trying it
    Not everyone who uses drugs necessarily had a troubled upbringing. Most of my friends have had a privileged childhood and some are still heavy drug users. I am sorry you have had a tough past but you are right its not an excuse, maybe it has helped to make you a stronger person. If you can get through shit like that, then surely saying no to a drug is easier.

    The friend that I mentioned who I suspect is using... or at least using another drug which is very dangerous as well. I worry all the time that I might find her dead. I know there is no point in trying to get her to stop. Its too late. She will just push me further away. Unfortunately now is the time I just have to cut her off. Its very sad because she was once a talented and beautiful person full of life. Now I just see someone severely fucked up.

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