I have been a dancer for 9years. I started when I 18, I am now 27. 2 years ago while at work I came across this guy, your average lonely, 400lb country west virginia redneck, who Adores & He "thinks" he loves me. He begged me to stop dancing because he would take care of me. I was hesistant at first, but then thought after years of dancing a break was well needed.
In these past two years of not dancing & depending on him, things have changed for the worse. I have gained 20lbs, he only pays the rent and bills, so I have no pocket money, and he getting more and more annoying and clingly, and needy. In all honesty i am disgusted by him and get chills and repulsed by his touch. It possible would be diffrent if i had money in my pocket all the time and a car, but in 2 years i have none of that.
I have made a cameo in the club time to time, but I have outgrown that, and my hustle, my game is gone, along with my self confidence after gaining these extra 20lbs. My wish is to cut him off completely and get back to supporting myself, but if i did that i would lose all my livelyhood, and have to go back to a dirtbag club everyday which i am so not ready for.
I guess my question is How do i get him to understand that he is my job and he needs to give me more money OR what id rather do: drop this 20lbs, get back in the club and get my hustle on and make that $$$. the few times i have made a cameo in the club i have either done really well or really bad, hit or miss, but most times i go I always find the next potential regular who adores me and has loads of money.
Tonight is Saturday, I havent danced in Forever, but im think Im going tonight, give it the good ol stripper tryany suggestions, constructive critisism, or support will be greatly appreciated. Thanks for taking the time to read my post.



any suggestions, constructive critisism, or support will be greatly appreciated. Thanks for taking the time to read my post.
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