So I started dancing 3 januaries ago. I consider myself attractive and men usually find me very pretty (im a slim brunette long hair etc) but Ive always been SHY and NEVER APPROACHED ANYONE. thats right, I NEVER WENT UP to talk to anyone.Somehow guys always came up to me and I made as much if not more than the other girls in the club. Now, I moved to a bigger city where the girls are much prettier.. lol and more fierce in their hustle, and had ot learn to hustle, which I still couldnt. I moved because of extreme drama with the ex.. stupid me I didnt cut it like I should have and he came and we continued it.. and it culminated into a very effed up end that broke me and something in my mind "snapped". I stopped seing men as humans. I hATED MEN. I stopped dancing for 2 1/12 months because they disgusted me so much I didnt want to be around them. now Ive got this ANGRY attitude towards men and see then as nothing but wallets and things who I can play and take their money and thats it.. went back to the club recently and I have NO FEAR of hustly whatsoever anymore... I just walk upto a guy and sell them within 2 minutes, and have banked, and have seriously not one guy turn me down. Its SO messed up that I had such a huge turnaround when I genuinely stopped giving a fuck and started hating them and was a super bitch. Anyone else with a similar story? men confuse me. when I used to be shy and ask them for a dance id get some yesses and some maybe later. Now Im not shy im confidenjt I walk up to them and tell themhow they are coming with me and not one single person says no, when Im a bitch. its wierd![]()



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