Yeah, happens to me sometimes. As bun said, especially if I didn't work. I just take a few deep breaths and ask myself wtf do I think is gonna happen to me when I go online that's scaring me. Usually I come up with nothing, lol and when I get online and do the first or at least second show, it goes away. Just try to do something that really relaxes you before you get online, put make up on while you're listening to your fav music... That way it shouldn't be too traumatic. And then you drag your sexy ass in front of cam, you know you have tons of fans there.

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