sometimes i find myself wanting and trying to be "normal" so to speak. i'm the only one of my friends that truly believes in marrying up and the whole gold digging lifestyle. every so often i'll talk to regular average joe blows just to see if i could handle not such a high brow lifestyle. everytime i do i just end up so fricken irritated. i just feel like the men don't have anything, i'm having to dress down to be around them. they just stare at my bmw, like omg your car is so nice. i just get like damn the dude doesn't have sh!t fuk. how many of you guys watch the housewives shows on bravo? i honestly feel that i am just as good as those women if not better and i don't think its out of reach. its just being in the right place at the right time you know. but how do i stay focused....? i do get lonely somtimes..



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