I freaking hate him today! So all the last few days it has been bothering me that something was really bothering him and he wouldn't tell me..Usually I let him alone..but he was kind enough to tell me that whatever his problem was had to do a little with me. Ok..aside from his issue..he has been acting unusually insecure lately. NOT to mention a bit controlling...I went to the art show on friday night, as im leaving he tells me "OH they changed the legal drinking limit to HALF of what it was before.. so dont drink anything because you have the kid with you." Ok I would not drink heavily and drive ever anyway, but especially with our kid in the car..but the 1 glass of wine that I have 2 hours before leaving the art show is not impairing..So i didn't have any. Then I look like an idiot at our friends bbq telling everyone how I couldnt believe they cut the drink limit in half...well everyone was kind enough to tell me it wasnt true and there was my husband blush red in the corner..later on I was mad at this unnecessary lie..and he says "I had to lie or you would've drank" OMG!! Ok so back to his issue..So I have been pissed off at him and i came home from the store with some flowers that I bought for myself. And he got pissy..we got to arguing and then he says: "OK my problem is that YOUR VAGINA IS TOO BIG FOR MY DICK" !!!!!!!! (not true btw..I've had only one kid..and I have not noticed any significant enlargement of my lady parts) So anyhow then after he throws his big bitch fit I finally got him to talk and he says that he's insecure about that he doesn't feel like he does it for me..And then he says that it drives him crazy that I put on make up and look nice when I go out..I go to school and the grocery store..everywhere else I go is with him, not to mention I had to quit dancing months ago because he couldn't handle it any longer. WTF! And I hate him for that too because I miss it dearly with a passion. I try to explain that to him and he says then i must be a whore who wants the attention of random men!! He IS A FUCKING MORON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I regret making it legal!! AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!



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