so I'm not exactly sure to the date when I started dancing but I just remembered that it was around the end of march last year making this the end of my first year dancing!!!
it feels kinda cool actually. I'm not a newbie anymore!
in the last year I've become a pretty decent hustler. before, I used to feel lucky if a guy bought a dance from me, but now I have the skills to sweet talk them into it. the champagne rooms are no longer this unreachable goal. I sell one at least every other night I work. even if it's a 15 minute one, I'm still proud.
I'm also a lot more secure with my looks, way more outgoing, and of course a LOT richer!
I don't feel inferior to any other dancer anymore. I'm confident as a dancer and the amount of money I make no longer defines my worth. I can accept a bad night as a bad night.
the clubs I used to be intimidated by because they were TOO upscale, I can now strut into and say "I belong here. they HAVE to hire me"
I no longer feel tied down to the little dive bar I started at because it was just so darn comfortable. no more 50 dollar nights for me :]
kinda cool, everything's so different now. if dancing has changed me at all it's definitely for the better. as much as I complain, I really do love my job. ^_^



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